I am grateful that I have the conscience to realize my mistake soon enough to take a 'thought shift' quickly. Yesterday I made the love of my life upset by accusing her of being responsible for my own failure. I failed to see the way she felt and charged her. I soon understood my mistake. Now I have written a long letter to her as she lives far away from me. I am hopeful that she will understand how sorry I am and keep loving me the way she always did. I can imagine the bright smile in her face. She looks the best when she smiles.